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Apollyon wrote:You may not have a greenhouse though you could make money selling smaller exotic plants. Drosera Gemmae, Pinguiculas, some of your VFT cultivars. Do yourself a solid, get a couple jobs. Buy a couple grow racks and get an apartment. You'll probably find half of your issues disappear immediately and you'll feel a lot better about things.I feel what you're saying with the small steps, but for a crazy person drinking absinthe 5 times a week it's much too late for that. I am very close to selling every plant I have and fully dedicating my entire life to being a horse trainer. It's not a complete loss since I have all the knowledge I learned about cultivation over the past decade, it's just become a ball and chain needing lots of yard space. I could move into an apartment but what would I do with the 100+ carni plants and 30+ outdoor bonsai and pre-bonsai trees. My problem/useful talent is hyper-obsession over my hobbies, only issue is if I have 8 different hobbies it becomes and overwhelming nutcase project. If I throw evertyhing into horses I will achieve what I want. Just a tough bullet to bite realize i am going to have to abandon everything else. I mean I dont have to sell ALL my plants, however I am an extremist so one day soon I will.